Random thoughts of an artist at 11:30 pm

Yesterday after watching the documentary about Ai Wei Wei “Never Sorry”, now more than ever having a story that people can invest in and connect to as an artist is huge. The connection of your story can either make you or break you and can be the determining factor of your success, even more so than your art work. Artists who reach the status of icons and become celebrities beyond art circles are followed by wealthy collectors to the average Joe. There is something about their story that goes beyond the canvas, at this point their celebrity becomes a vehicle to a larger purpose and mission. In order for followers to rally behind a movement there has to be a leader or set of leaders who possess charisma that is unconventional and infectious. This inert belief by the chosen leaders in the art world who convince us that personal sacrifice is most beneficial for the collective in return place an expectation of sacrifice upon each individual within the collective. Once accountability and responsibility is handed down from the artist to the public with a sense of importance, history is made, a movement is set in motion and the artist(s) become a conduit for change. Once the larger society of people begin to take notice beyond the art world the effect an artist has on the public becomes paramount to the society as a whole and more specifically to race, culture, generations, and etc. For some strange reason I think the aristocratic society secretly cheer for the underdog and victims of the society they help to support both out of guilt and greed, of course they too are victims plagued by an absence of humility or in the worst cases an absence of humanity. No matter your exposure to the arts learning and developing an appreciation for art in a broad sense helps to remind us that we are human and the artists in their imperfections are constantly trying to reach perfection within their imagination, medium, space, instrument, stage and so on only to come back to the essence of humanity. I’m not beating up on the rich after all we love their financial support especially when they help fund the next big project or buy into the next big artist. These well to doers are typically surrounded by privilege which means they have options, resources and opportunity as well as economic influence. Therefore suffering to them is in the form of image not discrimination or inequality. I would say the upper echelon see the unorthodox celebrity artists subconsciously as visionaries who take on social responsibilities with a sense of courage and integrity they lack. There is a certain power associated with money but this power doesn’t compare to the power and actions that are exercised by values and values are ignorant to the power of class or social status….random thoughts. What makes you as an artist valuable?

No paint No gain

This past weekend I painted until it hurt and enjoyed every minute. I’m ready to move onto the next level the canvas will not hold me back.

“To be stopped by a frame’s edge is intolerable”—Clyfford Still

Rediscovering what you already know

I don’t want to make something you never seen before I want to make something you’ve seen before in a new way. I’m talking about being innovative with my art, I figure originality will come out of seeing my paint, brushes, canvas…etc. as a medium to rediscovering functionality and purpose. What would happen if my tools became functional sculptures and the application of painting became performance art? Paint. Explore. & Imagine!

“I don’t want life to imitate art. I want my life to be art” –Carrie Fisher

When painting...what is on your mind?

"I don't think about art when I'm working I try to think about life"--Jean-Michel Basquiat

Oak Cliff: In Transit

My thoughts on preparing for the Oak Cliff: In Transit show July 14, 2012 at the Oak Cliff Culture Center in Dallas, TX.

I believe my work is a blend of abstract portraits influenced by expressionism and graffiti. There is a movement to incorporate graffiti within traditional contemporary spaces. I am trying to draw between the fine line of contemporary graffiti and modern day expressionism. Expressionism is described as having brush strokes that give way to the process where painting becomes an unplanned event inspired by emotions. I want each painting to be very simple, obvious and recognizable to the point people feel the need to fill a void with their imaginations. My work should look as if a child could achieve the same affect yet have an element of difficulty that relates to the authentic character found in my usage of line and form, how I infuse the two elements of line and form is the distinct individualistic approach to art I am trying to perfect. There is something often profound when simplicity makes you think beyond the obvious. Simplicity that creates intrigue is difficult to do but can have major rewards. When I think of simple works of art Basquiat, Picasso and Haring come to mind, so many people try to duplicate their works but fail miserably which is the main reason why their work is timeless. Art people study throughout history will always be relevant in the present and necessary to the preservation of the art being created for the future. –Rosie Lee

From point A to point B

Time to revisit and rethink goals.

“If you don’t know where you are going, then how will you know when you arrive”—Jack White.

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GOD.